Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Rock Bottom

Rock Bottom = en el Fondo.

Q mal es sentirse como todo lo que haces no tiene sentido y lo que tenia sentido en tu vida ya no esta. I feel like i don't deserve to be here anymore. I Feel so alone and lost that i don't know what to do. I would do anything to be like i was when we started back 10 years ago. I Fucking wish i had a fucking click controler and go back in time and change my ways, but saddly i can't. Fear is consuming me and loneliness is killing me. Wish there was something to erase you from my mind but there is not a thing that it can do that. I would do anything to get back with you and you know it. When i set my mind i can do great things but this "looser" wall is in front of me and i can't get through. God Help Me.

PD- No me voy a matar por si acaso. Solo me desahogo.

Los quiero.

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